Good girl

   It was the trenches of the pandemic. i was doomscrolling through TikTok before bed. i was pretty sleepy and about to shut my phone down for the night. Then She appeared. Siren Saint Sin. This beautiful gothic Woman covered in tattoos. Long black hair and piercing eyes; and she was saying “good girl.” 

    i was hooked. i had been told that before but this was a different level. My entire body shuddered. i listened to it over and over again. i never hit that follow button so quickly before. 

    That was how i discovered Domina. At the time i could have only dreamt of serving Her. Well here i am. Very honourably one of Her pets. 

    i was in nursing school during the pandemic. my life was chaos. i was renting a room and working full time. Kink was my escape. 

    i was already in my first D/s relationship however it wasn’t very fulfilling. It wasn’t bad it just wasn’t the right person, timing, or place. i continued to follow Domina through Her TikTok. my Domme and I ended things mutually by the end of my first year of nursing school. i started to dive further into the world of Siren Saint Sin. 

    It started off with a custom video. i remember how human She was with me. She wasn’t fake. She was genuine and it was clear She knew what She was doing. i had never worked with an online SW before and did not know what to expect. 

    i remember exactly why i wanted to buy content off of Her. i wanted to be submissive in a safe and controlled environment. i wanted to feel submissive and get to know that side of myself without committing to a romantic or sexual relationship. i purchased a few customs off of Her and that was exactly what happened. i got a taste of it. i wanted more. Then She kind of disappeared. Life went on. Relationships happened. Experience happened. my career took off. 

    Fast forward a few years later. i’m a full time working nurse. my job is heavy. i am in charge. i have to make decisions. i have to take control. i thrive on this but at the end of the day i am exhausted. i am also not coping well with life. 

    She appeared again. i took a chance and did a live session with Her. i have never submitted so quickly to somebody in my kinky life. i was hooked. 

    So i took a leap of faith and applied to be one of Her’s. i wanted to take control of my life and hand parts of it over to Her. i wanted to cherish my body, mind, and spirit for Her. 

    Now i have space in my life to let go. Now i get to relinquish in submission and its benefits. i am honourably serving Her. i am honourably submitting to Her.

    Now my ultimate dream came true. i am Domina’s good girl.